
Two upcoming shows this winter have me feeling more pressured by the minute. It’s always hard for me when it comes to showing work. Some I love (and aren’t that good) some I don’t really care for (but the crowd goes wild) - at any rate, I find myself looking over the work I have been creating (on my own time and not the time of my employer) and simply getting a headache. What should I show, how do I want to be perceived outside of the paper I shoot for? The funny thing is, at first I thought how hard can this be? I have tons and tons of work; I’ll just go through and pick some out – no problem. Wrong. I find myself now wanting to go out and shoot brand new stuff, just for these shows – and I will, I’m sure. In the meantime, I usually wouldn’t show work that I find private, like this one of my son. But just look at it, now imagine it on a large scale, say 16x24 framed at maybe 30x40. Distorted, complimentary colors, a kid in the middle of the road – I have to show this if for nothing else, simply to see how people react to it. I don’t think of myself as an “artist” anymore as much as I think of myself as a professional photographer. I create photographs, for the most part, to run beside some sort of text, story or other written idea. The work going in this show was created simply because I wanted to do it – that’s all.